~ WORK HARDER ~

One of the things that i have been trying to focus on is trying to view myself in a more positive way and learn to love myself. That sounds like it is pretty easy to do, right? Well, it is a lot easier said than done. I used to think that i was a cute girl and LOVED to get dressed up and buy clothes. But ever since i gained weight, my self esteem has gone to the waste side. When you do not feel good about yourself, you do not feel like getting dressed up. Clothes are then used to hide your body rather than show your figure. These days i don't go out and buy clothes just because. I have to have something to go to in order to do that. This is not a good feeling at all. This is something that i need to definitely change!

I am promising myself TODAY that i am going to love myself enough to work harder! The motivation is there. I just have to make things happen. We are going to the beach in 3.5 weeks. I will push myself harder than i have been. I will make sure that i work out from here forward. I want to be cute again. I want to be skinny again. I want to feel better. WHY have i not made this happen?? It is so easy to overlook working out because all of the other things going on. But i have to learn to make it a priority. And i am going to!! This time i will NOT fall off the wagon. I know how great i feel when i stick to my eating well and exercising.